College life

You think you finish school you would have a better life and a happier way of living. It is much more free living without parents monitoring you every movement , no one to tell you when to sleep and study but it's not as simple as it seems. 

IT'S A JUNGLE LIVING ALONE!!!

You wont have the same friends you knew in school 24/7 . You'll really start to meet more assholes and bastards. You'll see the world at a different point of view. All those fairy tales you here about growing up is all fun and giggles, you should really wake up from that dream. You really know the meaning of burden of have to handle money wisely , choose your friends carefully and study smartly. The lectures won't feed table spoons to your mouth and give hundred percent focus on you until you understand like the teachers in school do. You your self have to focus on what you learn and what you do. The problems in school is just like air if compared to what you going to face when your 18th. 

WISH I NEVER ASK TO GROW UP T________T !!!

But despite all odds, there are still happy moment within all the hard times. Old friends that care will still be together with you in all troubles and hardships, this is why " friends are the brother and sister we choose" so choose wisely. Besides that there are friends that you will meet that deserve the care and loving as the old one that will help you survive this bastard college life. There will also be moments where you wouldn't thought you feel the fun you got. 

CHERISH EVERY MOMENT YOU HAVE WHEN YOU GET THE CHANCE. PEOPLE WILL COME AND GO BUT THE PEOPLE THAT CARE AND LOVE US WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER.   

My Puzzle of A Heart

I don't know what I want right now. It's all scramble , every thing I ever know change and the girl once my angel has now gone. The girl I learn to love know don't even have the heart for me. What is my world ending up? I wish for my life to be happy again. "To see the sun shine and smile again without a pain in the heart". May this month would change my faith . May this Ramadhan fix my puzzle heart... Amen.

The True Story Behind It

Actually , I had a first sight on another before I admit that I like "********" .

The truth is I like this girl first , She was sweet with a innocent look , beauty and pretty . Why I never admit? It's because I knew that a lot of others was chasing after her , wanted her number , wanted to love her. Knowing me I'm not the type to fight or argue over a female. I rather let them tear them self a part for her. It's not that I don't love or never wanted to put any effort but I just don't like to get my self injured over a girl that I don't even know that love me. Besides I heard that she either don't like to have a relationship or just never had a couple. Let's just say this "I took a step to give up before the war" and believe in faith if she's is suppose to be mine I'll be with her any way one day. 

So end of story I actually fallen for her college friend instead but at the same time my heart still want to know her even more. It's the riddle of the heart that even a riddler need time to explain.

" Only time will tell if she is my faith to be with."

The Day I found A new

She the one that is beauty in looks and I hope also in the heart. She is the one that is awesome in what she does ( I hope so...  ) but sadly she is not yet to be mine and I don't think she ever will. For someone that good looking is quite impossible to be with some one dull as me. It's like she's the joule on a ring and I'm a the rust that corrupt it... Two things that make a horrible combination. I'ts just not men't to be. huhuhuhu wish she was mine..... :'(

Flashback

Look back throw the days that I was once a no one and knew none. Take a breath now, I knew them and I know a lot. Magic of the years  flowing throw time , aging gives us more experience and that make our maturity level goes up , all the nice pics and all. All the people we learn to call.

Where we ever we go our past will follow. Remembering all the things that happen throw it all it is kind of a pain that no one can throw away. All the Love , hate , happy and sad that had happen will always wishing to be back has happen and will never return. All that is left are memories that will be burn if forgotten. 

Be for I came to the present there is some things that will never change. Friends , family , memories and me will always be the same. I don't think friendship can be destroy because friendship will be the same but the way we share it will change. The same sun will rise and set but new day will be born when that cycle is done.

- Never regret of your past , cherish make brighter future out of it -